Do I sense melancholy today?

"Still Remains" by Stone Temple Pilots

our bed we live, our bed we sleep
making love and I become you
flesh is warm with naked feet
stabbing thorns and you become me
oh, I'd beg for you. Oh, you know I'll beg for you.
she holds my hand we share a laugh,
slipping orange blossom breezes
love is still and sweat remains
a cherished gift unselfish feeling...
oh, I'd beg for you. Oh, you know I'll beg for you.
she tells me things, I listen well
drink the wine and save the water
skin is smooth, I steal a glance
dragon flies "er" gliding over...
oh, I'll beg for you. Oh, you know I'll beg for you.

pick a song and sing a yellow nectarine
take a bath, I'll drink the water that you leave
if you should die before me
ask if you can bring a friend
pick a flower, hold your breath
and drift away...

Been repeating this song on my car stereo since yesterday and it seems to play over and over again in my head....

Note the bold words...thats my view of a friend.....

He talked???

Salam,

Well...well, Mustar really not really mute after all..

after all the fracas he showered me last year...he finally talks! well not to say sorry or anything but of tech issue...

Well, as professionals we've must set aside our emotions for the betterment of our team, so I've gave him my ideas and to my suprise he accept it readily....

...we'll see how its goes

Of dengue and close friends....

Salam,

Just met Wawa at Hospital Putrajaya... kinda shocked of hearing this. Before this she was admitted do to some neuro relted illness. I'm afraid that she might a recurring illness

Alhamdulillah...it's just Dengue....not to say that its not a mild disease but still curable...

Me and Wawa haven't been in close contact for a long long time. At most we've met at our usual gathering (the ones usually I'd avoided) and at most we've just exchange pleasantries. What touched me deeply is that, she treated me like it just after class during our years in AIM. Her jovial self is quite the opposite to my self-imposed-eternal-sulking but she doesn't care...so I've became jovial myself...we've talked about everything, life...politics, you name it...

Well, that's changed after Arwen and her sister (should I nic'ed her as Galadriel hehehe) arrived. Well, you know the drill, when close friends met so been feeling a bit jealous...and a bit casted off

I shouldn't be!!! I imposed this conditions to me...Me myself avoided seeing them...so it's my fault again. But a good thing about them is that they tried to bring me back into their circle...kinda appreciated it...

Then big bro Deto came in, guess that us guys have lots to talk...but it wanders mainly on cars and work...but still the gap I felt when meeting these BIG BOYS (Deto, YB, Che Din, Feisal etc...) are gradually narrowing...

Then, to we having a hearty satay dinner at Warisan...thanks bro Deto for the dinner...it felt like back in those days again...it felt really good!

..maybe...for the first time in a long time, I can have a nice dream for tonight...

here's hoping...

Wow...it's been while since I've blogged...